Over the last few months, I have been working most diligently on nutrition, health, and mindfulness of all things that exist from myself. Partially for my narcolepsy/energy levels, mainly for myself as a whole. I do my best to limit dairy intake, and eat raw foods, strengthen meditation and awareness of behavior in all moments, and am working on incorporating in Yoga massively again. I have been searching for meditation groups/temples/and so on, and have yet to find an Acro Yoga place (besides the one, that I cannot quite attend). If all of this is completed and maintained properly the time I have with/for myself and with/for my son will be utilized to the very fullest. What I have found making it most difficult in doing these things is work. I work at a most upscale tea room, and spend time with my son and doing homework and anything else I need done the other days. While my schedule does not constantly waver about with work, it is entirely inflexible. I am not able to take days off, unless I would be of health concern to the kitchen. Plus, because it is very far, it takes an excess of gas and money. So, while my pay is certainly higher than minimum wage, the gas essentially takes it up. Which means less gas, money, and time to do photography shoots/yoga gatherings/meditation gatherings/etc.
Often I am caught up in this shallow, material moments such as that. More and more I work on catching myself in the moment, as I am still on a long journey in my life, though progressing is assuredly made.
With all that I am striving so endlessly to accomplish, I do not have time for much else. Though, if I am observant and calm, I may soon find a way to sync all that I desire to upkeep. We shall see.
I cannot say when another shoot will be, I have honestly been a bit lacking in checking my MM for shoots and message and the like. However, it is not the end. Simply, much more spaced out, until further adaptation is created.